Then from somewhere in my mind the words “i love you so much” were pushed out through my lips. But to who was I saying this to? I was alone. I wasn’t talking to God nor myself. Then it occurred to me that this was not the first time this has happened to me. I remembered that sometimes during my long early morning showers as the hot water is running over my face, the words come out. Maybe I had suppressed the memory of saying this out loud to no one but it was all coming back to me. It made me sad. It’s making me sad.
As time passed I think I started to realize why words like that come out of me subconsciously. I miss saying that to someone. More then that, I miss having the feelings, emotions and actions that are associated with those words.
Maybe having that realization helped me sleep because those are the last thoughts I remember having.
You leave me speechless!! I wish so bad you were telling someone those words!! Don’t be looking for a specific type of person, skinny, pretty, ugly, smart, etc…JUST a good gal. I don’t know if you are, but, you don’t know which type is your type until she is in your arms. Then you will realize it, not before! We are usually looking for the wrong type anyways.
Yo man I am a guy cant really comment on this one it would be a little weird. But hey Lord knows what he is doing, he will not give you anything you cant handle.by the way on that last comment anonymous who says gal hmmmmm. I would rather talk to you about this blog rather than comment laters.
if you want some real advice from someone who’s been there, let me know im digicarlos, just kiding, but i know what your feeling…
Song sung blue, everybody knows one. la da de da. Since I don’t know how to respond to this one can we please have another blog?
Just felt like reading this one again…