didnt proofread,let me try again.

@gram

u hit the nail on the head with the telephone calls comment.

when i found out about my father and when people saw me change at work i kept getting phone call after phone call from people who were concerned about me and didnt know what was going on. but i ignored all the calls. didnt want to talk about it or let them in.

i was shutting out some of my bestest friends here at work and it came to the point where i started to feel bad about it. so i got a few of them in a room and told them everything. would have been easier if they read my blog.