When I read your little blog thing I was right away interested because I can relate to what you are saying. I have recently gone through the same thing myself. Keep your head up, and keep the faith. Don’t look back. and keep on smiling..even when it is hard. Because smiles are contageous … but so are frowns.’Forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before, I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.’ Philippians 3:13-14. *P.S. Be careful not to steal food from peoples plates anymore. Especially when you are in a church setting 🙂